Redemption

   When I read Genesis 38, the story of Tamar I am repulsed by its sinfulness, yet in the midst of that sinfulness, God is working out His  own plan of redemption. A quick overview of the chapter. It was the custom when a man died and left a widow childless she was to marry the closest male relative to have a son. But the sons of Judah were evil and disobedient and died before they got Tamar pregnant. Yet, Judah promised his youngest son to her, even thought it meant she must wait until he was and adult. But Judah was afraid to keep his promise, what if his only son died as well? He deceived Tamar, and when she found out - she deceived him!  She disguised herself and seduced Judah so she would be able to abide by the custom and have a child. Judah heard she was pregnant and was ready to judge her harshly for her immorality. She proved that he was the father. And these two boys (she had twins) are mentioned as sons of Judah in Matt.1:3. This ignoble beginning and mess of a relationship is in the lineage of the Lion of Judah!
    Our past does not matter; our obedience to God, and being willing to be used of or by Him does. What is in your past that you wish wasn't there? If you could change it, what would you change? Deception you wish you hadn't been involved in? Improper sexual behavior? Lies you wish you had never spoken? Promises you refused to keep for selfish reasons?
    God doesn't throw us away or cast us out ~ He only desires that we be wholly His. That our lives would be changed, totally new, by His power.  Sometimes God redeems our mistakes so mightily, that it is those very mistakes He uses! A reminder that when we are weak, He is strong. Of how wonderfully powerful His redemption is.  May you see that power working in your life and God's redemption of you as well as your circumstances, mistakes and sin.